Sunday, March 22, 2009
....just thought to let you all those who pass by my blog know what is going on with me. I have been feeling under the weather the last couple of months, then got sick a couple of times, lost my creative inspiration and the worst blow of all was that I lost my beloved father on February 23. While I was at work and my mom was at my apartment as my cleaning lady comes every Monday, my dad left his last breath alone at my parents' place. After I got home from work and took my oldest son from school, my mom took a taxi and went to her apartment only to find my dad sitting on the couch. He apparently left very peacefully like a little bird as we say. And that's the only comforting thing about this tragedy. I believe God meant for him to leave this world the way he had led his life: as an honest, good and proud man. He left quietly and didn't burden any of us with anything. He has always been a very decent person and an excellent husband and father. He always helped others, even people who had wronged him. I'm so sorry he won't be around to see his grand kids growing up and I feel bad about the time I did something that upset or saddened him. I keep thinking if things were different that day that maybe he'd still be here with us. But who could ever know? Maybe it was all for the best....for everyone.
Dad, I have always loved you and always will. May your memory be eternal and may you rest in peace. Till we meet again.